I left! I got distracted by Birthdays and jobs and sleeping and all those things that get in the way of the VITAL job of telling a small group of people online about my skin condition.
I was 27 this week, I mean I was 26, now I am 27 – I feel like I’ve crossed some kind of bracket into another checkbox whenever I fill in a form. ’27-30′ oh dear.
Anyway, skin. Things have been okay ish, I’ve been avoiding gluten since I’ve decided that’s what makes me worse – I always kind of avoid most things being vegan, so I expect my liver is like some kind of palace – but yes, gluten-free, although my skin took a weird turn this week and I had to scrabble around to find some gluten to blame, it could have been in the malt vinegar crisps I ate but didn’t check:\, or excitingly, it could be in the Aveeno I apply all over me every day!
so yes, that happened, it hasn’t been terrible but I have caved in a couple of times and turned the shower up SUPER hot, I know it hurts afterwards and it sucks all the moisture out of me, but for those 7 minutes of scalding my whole body at once it feels incredible! Please don’t do it! But my god. I need to work on stopping that habit – its particularly easy to do on my legs – since they dont twist and articulate as much as my arms/torso I can get away with abusing them much more. Sorry legs.
ALSO, this week I finally got to see a dermatologist, she took a bloody test, was totally cool and helpful and sympathetic, and in the end recommended I buy industrial size Aveeno with a special voucher for cheapness – and I use steroids once a week, for a bit. To clear me up. I got booked in for a patch test too but that’s not until Sept. Sigh.
I really don’t want to go ahead with the steroids so I think I’m going to bail out on them and keep on with this long-term unproven TSW thing, and hope that come Sept the skin test says i’m allergic to a thing, and if i stop eating the thing, I will improve. I just need to know, you know? No progress picture this time because I am nursing an unusually awful graze I scratched into me in my sleep, doesn’t feel like progress! but apart from that month 3 has been the easiest so far!